So like I think we should disconnect this tumblr and just make a seperate email and errrryyythang cuz Justin might see all of this.

For a brief second, I kinda missed you and how close we were as best friends. I can’t believe you stayed there the whole time. I saw the pain and worry in your eyes as you saw me crying. You stayed there, just watching me suffer and you were attentive to every IM I sent you. Are you really a best friend or was what Justin said right: you’re still holding onto old feelings? I’m scared to mess up with me and Justin, so I can’t keep doing this to him, it’s not fair. Even if it’s aggravating to me how Justin doesn’t like how we still call each other Best or how he’s not convinced that all we are are best friends. He doesn’t deserve to be betrayed like how his ex did to him. I want to be a good girlfriend to him cuz he deserves to know how it feels to be treated right. I love him and I don’t want him to think otherwise.

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I’m starting to think you’re right Lucy and Best, maybe he’s not mature enough for me :/

It’s not asking for too much,

Cuz they should be treating you as if you were a princess, just as they did in times prior to now.

Every girl expects for their boyfriend to be a gentleman, but how many actually do have that kind of s.o. that stays on top of their game and is a gentleman 100% of the time?

I love the feeling of them actually doing something for you after all that you do for them. I feel like all the work was worth it. But it’s not all the time that they’re gonna act so gentleman-like, like how we want them to.

And I don’t think that it’s them necessarily being rude or selfish, I just think that sometimes they get way too comfortable and sloppy about their ways.

Is it asking too much to expect chivalry from a boy?

& to expect it consistently? 

I’m really curious :o

Cause when he does something gentlemenly I can’t help but to blush, but when he does the opposite I get sad.

When you and your best friend get put in the same group.

youre-so-very-lovely:

infinite-swag-blog:

LOLOLOLOL how accurate xD

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So yesterday, me and Justin went to Starbucks and I was gonna look into his backpack but he wouldn’t let me and we were fighting over it and I thought he was hiding something from me and do I got mad.
Then he got mad and was like “Here you wanna see why I can’t let you look into my backpack!?” and then he took out a card/paper that was all colored and designed and  I think it said my name and I love you.
I felt soooooo bad. And so we just sat there in silence for like 20 minutes. I decided to show him the tumblr that I made him to be fair. And he was scrolling until my dad came a picked us up.
So I don’t know what to get him now, until I saw this. I think I’m gonna make him this

So yesterday, me and Justin went to Starbucks and I was gonna look into his backpack but he wouldn’t let me and we were fighting over it and I thought he was hiding something from me and do I got mad.
Then he got mad and was like “Here you wanna see why I can’t let you look into my backpack!?” and then he took out a card/paper that was all colored and designed and I think it said my name and I love you.
I felt soooooo bad. And so we just sat there in silence for like 20 minutes. I decided to show him the tumblr that I made him to be fair. And he was scrolling until my dad came a picked us up.
So I don’t know what to get him now, until I saw this. I think I’m gonna make him this

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Once they see you doing better without them, that’s when they want you back.

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